DISCLOSURE

Just like the date on the milk carton I don't even drink I think I can see the expiry date on this friendship. And it's even passed. Don't see eye to eye no more Don't even see you at all and  I ain't even complaining. I used to cry when you left text you something sweet and encouraging whenever you'd cross my mind. Now you're like at the bottom of my whatsapp messages. And I only noticed that coz I was sending you an invite to a party I was attending coz a part of me still cares still remembers still struggles to keep us together. I been stretching out the second chances or should I say infinite chances coz I can't even count the number of times we've collided. And we keep coming back  to this toxicity and foolishness just to get close enough to break and crush each other again. Once bitten twice shy. It's been too many times my heart and body is exhausted. We was fresh for a long whil...

Millebaci lipgloss Raybans stunners Gold chain, gold watch My fresh belly ring New Victoria secret underneath And that Fantasy perfume Everything, check. Ready to show up in style Rock his world How I always do, y'know? No? Maybe that's coz he didn't show. And my skin got tanned waiting for him in the sun. I think I even lost weight walking around tryna give him time Time he wasn't worthy of coz clearly, it's been four hours now. Why though? I mean, he could just cancel. It's just a phone call or even worse, a text. But silence, damn that's him making damn sure he's never seing me again. So I head back to where I'm from. Still rocking. still stunning. And the oglers around stare and think "Boy I'd love to be with her. The man in her life must be so lucky" Hmmm Funny how the man in my life don't seem to know that yet. This, was a poem written by a very angry Kenya...

So, it's been a while. I truthfully did forget I had a blog and all and mostly coz it's just hard coming up with something people are supposed to read. Something that makes sense, or tries to. But today, I kinda do. It's a new year. 2015 (yeeiiyy) We all jumped around in ecstasy on 1st Jan drinking screaming laughing..... some of us were in bed thanking God 2014 was finally over. As much as most people like to pretend we don't make resolutions and stuff, you know you deep down you made a few plans, you thought about what you'd like to change about yourself, your thinking, your habits, basically anything that you are in control of. And we don't have to keep up and be perfect, the first step is being aware that you actually need to change something. For the better, for worse, change is personal. But positivity is key, we need a better world to live in. So, I personally made a few plans and had only one key resolution. That I already broke haha I'm not surp...

So last week I watched this movie by Scarlet Johansson and Morgan Freeman, Lucy. Then during my Philosophy class today I had this….. Light bulb moment. Religion. Nature. Science. Supernatural. I think this by far is the touchiest subject in all of human history because everyone has their own belief to whatever and nobody wants to change because that means moving out of your comfort zone yet there is a certain element of truth behind every theory. I wish there was a name for those of us who don’t know what to believe anymore. Everyone has a point, some more than others I agree but it’s all just confusing. What you grow up believing was true all your life was really just what the society around you believed so you conformed to it. Then you grow up and start to question what you ‘know’ as the truth because you get exposed to ‘other truths’ then you just feel like you’ll take a couple of tequila shots to let it all sink in first before you begin to process. ...