DISCLOSURE

One two three number of weeks I've been waiting for the expected y'know, after I took the pills. It wasn't my fault technically it broke in the process; blame physics I guess. But I was drunk too or high or both, to remember what happened. I just take precautions lol Irony of that now considering the ultimate is abstinence. haha that word has always been too long maybe that's why I don't remember it. Oh well, back to the bathroom where I left it. Eight nine ten minutes I've been counting with wild thoughts in my head. Damn, it's positive. I checked. This is my third test by the way. My life flashes before my eyes literally the events of that night the few memories I can savage because it was full of emptiness. What do I do? Should I tell him? Will he even do anything about it? Does he even still have my number or did he lose it with his phone for the hundredth time this month. Four...

She's so beautiful seated against the window  Her small black eyes, you should see how they roll back how they roll back when she's smiling, when she's talking when she's letting you into her mind She's so beautiful. She's intelligent, books against her petite chest Her pretty fingers as she pushes back her brown hair her brown hair when she's walking, sound of her echo her mind takes me out of this world She's so beautiful. I miss how we used to hold hands how we called each other best friend I miss our upside down kiss  the dimple above your cheek I  miss I miss I miss. This was a song I wrote to my then best friend of some couple of years ago. Background to this story,,, well let's assume this is the part where I flashback to like when I was a kid. Okay so, some day when I was in form three or for those lucky ones lol grade sijui its eleven or twelve. So, it was the day I was going back to school, boardin...