DISCLOSURE

No calling, No texting. No boning That's the real tough one. We on some  trys-ex  shit Alone time shit How long will we last? We call it the break up drill. It's playing god with emotions Get the waterworks in motion Test how it's gonna be over waters Literally over waters. Out of sight, Out of mind, But the heart's got cheat codes This thing called hope And denial Can't tell the difference really Coz I'm still in this. Way too deep Deeper than those seas you'll be crossing Waiting for something crazy So I can get mad Get frustrated, Get tired, Tired enough to let go. Coz these heart strings They have maximum tolerance They're taking everything Even the shit I'm way above. Good girls deserve better But they don't know any better Learned helplessness And settling for runners up. No energy to fight For what they truly worth Coz everyday is a battle Just to be in the running....